It's truly amazing how much can change in your life, so quickly. Unfortunately due to changes beyond my control, I ended up in the hospital again shortly after my last blog entry. It started out with a severe nosebleed, and ended up with a blood transfusion. It was a long 11 days but I am glad to be home.
The hardest part about being in the hospital, isn't actually being in the hospital. It's coming home. When you're lying in a hospital bed, its expected that you don't feel well. Your meals are served to you three times a day, a cleaning crew cleans your room, and there's a little red button you can press in which a magical nurse appears. But coming home, and being still sick is a whole different story. Trying to get back into the routine of your normal life is most difficult.
Whether I'm walking up stairs or attempting to do laundry, I am reminded of how weak I am. These simple tasks were taken for granted prior to getting sick, and now that I have trouble completing them, it is a reminder of what I have been through.
Slowly but surely, I will resort back to my normal life and begin to do the activities that make me happy. Hanging out with my friends, going to the gym, dancing around to music :)
XoXo,
jullz
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